Ranting

I know I haven't written anything in awhile. But I really need to do some ranting and I didn't want to do it on facebook.
The day I get good news when I see the doctor I am going to shout for joy. I have had a lot of pain and stomach issues. Went to see Dr. Antabacka. Told him what was going on. He decided that I needed to move up my ct scans to ASAP so come Saturday I will be glowing. Then doctor Grossmann came to talk to me. I am praying that what they think is going on isn't because it scares the crap out of me. The waiting game begins again.         Ugh, Ugh, Ugh.